I'm writing this at approximately 7:19 AM on July 20th and have been thinking for a while about different things to say in this. I think about you all the time, my thoughts and feelings about you are my most geniune feelings. I care about you immensely and find myself more often than not thinking about you, to be honest I had never really driven as far as I did on July 3rd especially for that short of time when I went to go see you but I would do it again in a heartbeat if I could just see you for a weekend. I try my hardest to convey my neverending adoration of you but find that my words don't do justice to the sheer depth of my feelings. I get scared a lot of the time, especially when past relationships are brought up due to my fear of inadequacy and abandonment, but I never want you to be burdened by my fears and am solely expressing them for clarity. Sorry if this is all over the place I'm kind of writing this as I think it. I hope one day I will be the person for you that really suffices your need for love and care. I know these past months have been difficult due to the distance and other things but I promise to you I love you and I care about you with my whole being. I find myself reminiscing about the first few weeks of us dating when you would draw me pictures and printed out pictures of us, I had never felt more loved and cared for than you made me feel in those moments. I think about how excited you seemed to be to see me everytime we would meet up. I wait endlessly for your text every morning and wait endlessly until you wake up enough to want to have a conversation and speak to me. I love you a lot Kalie and I hope the things I said in this paragraph resonate with you in some way. My baby forever and ever and ever and ever.
"And at last, we'd see each other, in the way that we had dreamed to be seen."
Love,
GJH